Pisces February 18 - March 19
Get your head out of the clouds, dear Pisces. You will find that nitpicky details you failed to attend to earlier are now coming back to haunt you. Do not postpone your work any further. The time to take care of the job is now. Balance your checkbook and do your laundry. Clean your bathtub and go shopping. The more you accomplish today, the better you will feel about yourself tomorrow.
Heheh this is me in a nutshell - 'cept shopping is bad... very bad ehehe - my nitpicky details aren't being done and its a sort of ... ignorant bliss. It's the waiting I am doing:
- Was I accepted to UM? Do I still want to leave everyone behind
- Will I get a job? a fun one
- Will I have a place to stay? If I left
- Will I have enough money? bleh
- Am I ready to leave? I may be 27 this march, but im still 13 sometimes
- Will my thesis be written in time? damn right it will grrrrr
- Will my thesis have a point? oh cripes, I hope so
- Will I get all that paperwork done?
- Will my mom be ok?
- Will I be worthy enough to get a Phd? Do I know enough? Do I feel like I belong there? Oh good lord - I need to learn a LOT more than I do now. Shouldn't I feel like I own the world? That confidence thing? I seem to only have specialized knowledge and still don't know everything about that... /blah #2
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