Anger dissipates..

as quickly as the clear skies around here. Bad analogy, but im tired today hehe
So, we have a blizzard, and yet my window is literally wide open and its a soft cool breeze coming in, and i can hear the bundles of flakes sift to the ground, a very soothing sound.

I was the angriest I ever have been in my whole life today. It was shocking - I had no idea. I was actually shaking, in a rage, burning holes into anything near me and ready to take it out on anyone. Since I am a pretty peaceable person, I took it out in a letter and shoved 5 years of repressed emotions into one piece that wrung me out like an used sponge. I had frayed edges and wanted to just cry afterwards/ But, I just ate and decided that id spent enough time being angry and now am enjoying my night off of class. I have a meeting tmorrow with D/E and so I am procrastinating that... by blogging.

But, once I get this out of the way, I can get on with my work. MMM coffee is good for a headache and tired body.