I want

I always want something hehe
I want a digital camera... I want the Euphoria (CK) and Burberry Brit, I wanna go shopping, but when I do.. I absolutely don't want to buy what I find. Maybe its Bemidji, maybe its a good subconscious editor yelling at me about my debts, or MAYBE I ... oh I don't think I can think of another reason.

Hehehe

At least I smell good from rubbing my wrists against those magazine inserts that have all these perfumes in them. Poor D is subjected to, "what you think?" and then I shove my wrist under his nose and he sniffs, thinks and then sometimes says, "meh" or "hmmm". I don't think we like the same scents hehe. I guess I go for the more citrusy fruity, flowery scents and he was looking more at the musky smells. Ihave adverse reaction to musky perfumes cuz mom has always liked those. I guess I just like to smell different :)

Im really lazy right now. I can't seem to get much work done. I need classes hehe. I didn't know I'd be so .. lost at sea... without having structured daytimes where I am supposed to do things at certain times. Freetime means too much freetime. I always say, oh i'll get this done.. and this. But then I do all those little errands and my day is over... I am stuck without having done the actually important things. Hmmm... something needs to change.