But, I must. I've been working toward this last semester for over 8 years and with the help from wonderful professors, I made it to this point. But is this point too much? Am I going to make it?
What happens after this point? I've got another factor in my life, D. I don't want to leave him for more than a year to four. I don't want to. But, then, what's left in Bemidji? I'd have to find some sort of job I am happy with. And then, what happens? I'm stuck here with no chance to continue my education? My goal is to still be a college professor - I want to teach the Old English texts, Icelandic sagas, Marie de France and even a bit 'o Chaucer. I want to be happy, be with D and enjoy life to the fullest. These two goals need to mesh together, otherwise, I am going to be unhappy in some way.
OK, time to move around and feel like I can accomplish something.
- shower
- eat
- read more Troilus and Crisseyde
- E-Mail Hall Council
- Begin planning an outline
Think, only third week, only the third week, its only the third week, im ok, i can get this stuff done. it is only the third week, ill be fine. I need to organize my time for testing and writing. it is only the third week.
1 comment:
I agree with bdawg...
hmm... who'd a thought they'd hear me say that ;)
You'll be ok chicky, you always manage to get more done than I do.
And things WILL work out - I keep telling you that... but I'll listen as long and as often as ya need me to.
And yeah... breath!
*HUGS*
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