Tuesday, November 19, 2002

Sick
I am seriously scared to death on how I am going to live in the near future. I am in such debt, that I have nightmares nightly. I even had the hives when I woke up this morning. I haven't had that in a long time.
My plan may be simple, but it might not work. am hoping I can do a consolidation at my bank, and I am not sure if I want my Mom to come with me or not. She may say that its best to go alone, but I am horrible at these kinds of things, I'll end up not asking the right questions or answering wrong and not get anything right. My stomach hurts just thinking about it. Damn credit cards and damn loans. They may have gotten me this far in my college life, but I'll be damned if I finally get to a goal that I've been dreaming of to only drown in bills. I'll find a way to float, I know I will.

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